Life back at Malaysia...

It has been some time since I last updated my blog. Of course, the reason is.. havent really got free time to sit down to write something since i came back to msia and also bcos the internet speed at my home is sucks...!!!

Have been doing a lot of things at msia.. Travelled to Cambodia with sec sch mates, meeting up with friends - had lunch, afternoon tea, dinner almost all the time (mum going to kill me for not having dinner at home). Life has been busy, up and down all the time.

Happy to meet up old sec sch mates and went to Cambodia together. It is a very rare chance for all of us to gather and do something together. So happy that we still had chance to hang out and play as were we in sec sch time. I felt like back to 10 yrs ago, how we had fun at school, at society activities. And the happiest thing is that we matched up CK and GL. They really become couple after the trip. Didn't waste my and vyy's effort for planning this since months ago. But after the trip both of us felt so down, cos we are the only one left over and still being single. Anyway, we are putting in so much of effort in finding our own happiness now. We dont know when will be our next trip together. Hopefully it will come very soon.

Met up with many of uni coursemates too. I think most of the people out there will agree with me, uni matecourses give you the motivation to succeed in our career. Since we graduated from the same uni and same course at the same time, coursemates success automatically become a relative career indication for us. I think I was one of the front runner in career before I left to UK, of course so many people have got a lot of progress in their career and much much more succeeded than I am. Though I feel I have to start from zero in many aspects, but I gained a life time experience by living and studying at UK for 16 months. Decided not to take the scholarship offered by my supervisor to study PhD, so I will resume developing my career back in the industry. Now I have my plan and will try my best to realise it.

Started contact with weiz by coincidence, a photo at jeff's wedding. After chatting in internet for few months, found myself falling in love with her. I really don't know the reason, that's why I couldnt answer it when she asked me this question. First time I fall in love with someone through air, it is really amazing and I never thought I would ever do this. The physical distance is a cruel reality. Even though I'm back at msia, but she is at KL. That's why people said distances between Manchester-KL and JB-KL are actually no difference. I don't know what is my chance, but I know my time is just not enough. Though I promised to come back to msia soon, but she might be leaving then. No matter what, I just want to spend more time with her for both of us to get to know each other better before I leave msia.

Licky is the dog in our house. He had been living with us for 15 years. I was so worried not be able to see him again when I left to UK as he was 13 yrs old already. Happy and surprised that he was still alive when I came back to msia. But he suddenly got ill so seriously until he couldnt stand up on the floor and couldnt eat anything by himself. We thought he would die that night, even vet didnt want to come to look at him while saying dog at his age got no hope to survive this kind of condition. Dad is really steady and true man, he was prepared for the worst thing to arrive on the same night, he had even digged a hole at the back of our house. Licky was strong enough to survive for another 2 nights, and we actually felt happy that he left us after 2 days and nights of suffering. Dad was the first one found Licky had gone, and he buried him without telling us. We only found out after that. Though we blamed dad not telling us and let us look at Licky for the last time, but I think it is not good to look at Licky at his most terrible time. Let just keep the best memory of him in our mind.

It is only about a month time before I leave msia again, time flies. Before I came back to msia, I knew I got about 2 months time to spend at msia. But luckily I always felt the time was not enough. I tried my best to meet up with all the people that I liked to see, take all the food I liked to eat when I first came across with the ideas. So far I have met up most of the people, only another 3 or 4 people I will try to meet before I leave msia again. I think many people have this thought that I still got 2 months time, if I miss the chance this time, I will still be able to meet this people cos I still have 2 months time at msia. But the fact is, we will keeping missing the chance if we think like that. Then after 2 months I would regret that I miss so many chances to meet up with my friends. It has been really lucky to meet up with weicheow. When I first called him to meet up, he was on the way going to MidValley. He said his handphone batter was going flat so was fuishien's handphone. Since I got nothing to do that afternoon, I went to MidValley and wandering around in the shopping centre and didnt really expect to meet weicheow. But who knows after 2 hours in MidValley, he and fuishien came across in front of me. So coincidently that he was not to shop anything there and we went for yamcha at the coffee bean & tea leaf. I love the coffee bean & tea leaf more than starbuck, and I miss it so much cos thr is only starbuck at UK.


Afterall, I got to leave in another one month time. CNY is the festive day I like to spend at msia so much as I missed the last year one. I always thought we are going into year of ox cos I have only really celebrated CNY of year of rat last time. After CNY, it will be about the time for me to say byebye to all my family and friends at msia. And weiz will be the one I miss so much after I leave. I think it will be almost unbearable for me to leave.